“Stars, hide your fires; Let not light see my black and deep desires.”

Skotia or darkness occurs 16 times in the New Testament and has connections with ungodliness or immorality( John 3:19), evil ( Luke (22:53), death ( Matthew 4:16) and even hell ( Peter 2:14). Much earlier, the ancient Egyptians associated light with truth/order and darkness with evil/chaos and portrayed its God Apep, the rival of Ra or Sun God, as a serpent. Trivia, a Roman goddess of Night was also the goddess of sorcery, ghosts, tombs, death, and torches while her Greek compatriot Hectate doubled up as goddess of magic, witchcraft, moon, ghosts and necromancy as well.
Darkness is actually demonised not for what it is, but the fear of unknown it conceals and the impending threat it is the harbinger of. The scariest part of the horror movie is not when we see the real villain- an assassin or a ghost or a monster- but before it when darkness, floating and swirling diaphanous sheets of smoke, ill- formed silhouettes, moving apparitions, swaying chandeliers, a dim light source, and some dark music ( like Dance Macabre by Camille Saint Saens) heighten the scare factor and make us frighteningly edgy. The fear of the unknown hardwires us to imagine what could frighten each of us individually- that is why, different people fear of different things in darkness. It could be fear of animals, of loneliness, of thieves, of ghosts or of any other thing.

In Paheli, the ghost of Shah Rukh appears during the day in full Rajasthani regalia. Infact, the glorification of ghosts was thought to be so typical of our culture, that it was selected as our nomination for Oscar in 2005. It pipped, ironically, Black, otherwise a record holder with an unequalled eleven Filmfare Awards, because, as opined by Satyameve Jayate Khan, the depiction of the teacher Debraj Sahai slapping the student Michelle McNally would have showed us in poor light . Of course, how was he to know that a decade later, the Oscar for Best Supporting Actor would go to JK Simmons, the maniacal teacher in Whiplash?

Effects of such 'spirited' encounters have been known to leave even the strongest a bundle of nerves. Bhaiya, of the six foot frame and tabla fame, absolutely fearless otherwise, sleeps with lights on when alone. Darkness is great leveller of people's reputation and self confidence . I can illustrate this no better than with the story of my Chhuttu Bhaiya though cricket connoisseurs may prefer to hear the stories of Haris Sohail who was spooked in a room recently in Rydges Latimer, Christchurch or even the one in which a scared Shane Watson fled from his room at the Lumley Castle Hotel in 2005, thereby losing all chances of captaining Australia.
Much older than us, Chhuttu Bhaiya was an ISM alumnus, an assistant manager in one of the BCCL collieries and the Big Brother by a long shot. We felt safe with him around us and on the assumed assurance of his support, we even fought with colony chengras and chhechhras who would have otherwise beaten us to pulp in no time . He took his three cousins of half pant infancy all around on his Black Yezdi and was warmly indulgent - cinemas, rides, eating joints and what not. He was a jolly good fellow and we would hold competitions at either ends of the alimentary canal. If he shouted at us or scolded or boxed our ears from time to time, we never seemed to mind. Those were the good old days when cousins and uncles and aunts didn't make a distinction between own and others when it came to scolding or beating.

It was in the middle of the night when I was woken up by a clap of thunder to see Chhuttu Bhaiya awake, his body slightly raised, looking towards the window which was wide open.
" Kaun hai bey?" he croaked probingly and nudged me to join the interrogation and search.
It was dark inside the room, the much waned moon provided a faint light which filtered through the grills to show the silhouetted outline of a crouching burglar at the window. The folds of the mosquito net, rippling under the fan, created an illusion of movement by the burglar. I was, for a moment, petrified, but as happens in such moments, one leaves the decision of taking action to the senior most. I kept quiet, in no mood to break this hierarchy.
"Gulshanwa, dekho toh," he passed on to Gulshan Bhaiya, his junior of almost fifteen years, panic forming up within him.
The thief had by this time changed his position, his left foot was now pointing towards us and the right arm was oscillating intimidatingly. By this time all of us were awake and very alarmed as the thief sat there, unmoved, unperturbed and waiting for his next move. The frozen howl of a hound made it even more macabre and Bunty, the youngest amongst us, clutched fearfully at Vikas who was himself in a comma-like curl.
"Chhuttu Bhaiya, aap kyun nahin dekhte", Gulshan Bhaiya whispered back his refusal to the command of his senior, more out of fear than defiance.
" Hum hi buddhu hain ( am I such an idiot) ?" Chhuttu Bhaiya's growl brooked no correction of his frank self -assessment and dashed any hope we had of him tackling the intruder.
I don't quite remember whether it happened in a sequence or simultaneously, but there was a snickering laugh by Manoj and in a flash Gulshan Bhaiya tore through the mosquito net and lunged outwards. No, he did not lunge to confront the thief but , instead, to switch on the bulb with a Biblical 'let there be light' flourish.
None of us saw when the thief vanished. But at the place he was crouching and marking his time and prey a second earlier, we saw Chhuttu Bhaiyya's shirt and trouser, hung on a hangar nailed to a window door - the trouser swaying and the empty sleeves flailing- smiling at us. The breeze outside also joined the fun, letting out slow hollow laughs. The window flapped noisily on its rusty hinges to complete the comic and the rains increased their pitter patter in a rousing applause.
The mood immediately lightened up. The comma straightened up into a bouncing exclamation mark. The laughter went on for a long time, well into the next day when the matter was narrated to Papa and Mummy. The story was told to all those who cared to listen. It was recounted with wonderful variations and spicy additions. We finally moved on to something else after relating it to his fiancee during their engagement ceremony a couple of months later.
It was entertaining as usual your signature everywhere. You write good. At Dhanbad once I was convinced I saw a floating ghost Cheers.
ReplyDeleteYou may aswell get this flow ?(pattern) of writing patented vivek bhaiya . Brilliant. Agem matching the earlier ones
ReplyDeleteWonderful! While most relish talking about the scary encounters, trying to establish the reality of miracles, you have added the typical humor to bring out the miracle of reality.
ReplyDeleteSome rapid sequences you pointed out here can very well make hour-long episodes of Ripley's Believe it or Not. It is said that even the White House is haunted by President Lincoln.
Brought back one of my childhood memories - ours was the last house in the colony just a hundred yards away from the red and white boundary wall. The other side of the wall being the typical forest of Chhota Nagpur, other than the street lights, it was generally dark after dusk. It was the rainy season and late at night I woke up with the sound of something like a hacksaw cutting the iron net Screen (jafri), apparently from a neighbor's verandah. Scared naturally, I woke up my father and he calmly said that was the sound of buffaloes grazing in the small field in front, the moist grass blades causing the squeaky sound. What a disappointment - I lost the opportunity of talking about the phantom encounter to my friends at school!
That haunted house pic looks nice for the realtor's market -
Indranil, have read about Lincoln's ghost. Thanks for mentioning it.
DeleteEncounters of a special type are like trophies to display and gloat about as children.
What a tragedy if you don't have one such in your cupboard - the grazing buffalo put paid to your one chance in a life.
Another story from your colony has been narrated lke this:
"story told by my dad on daekooits at FRI ...goes like this..sARKAR uncle says to the dakoit "tum bhi ram ji ka santaan, hum bhi ram ji ka santaan, toh loot ta kaaheko?" the senior scientist was slapped thereafter (much to the delight of his junior colleagues)"
In Nadia, the SP's house was said to have the ghost of an old lady in white passing through quietly during the tenure of one KK Majumdar who later on went on to become the SP of the state. It is said that he employed an Ojha to drive away the spirit. The Ojha performed the puja and reported success . the conversation went like this I am told."
Ojha: "Oke pathiye diyesi" ( I have sent away the ghost)
KK Majudar: "Kothai?"
Ojha: "Joj Saheber barhi te" ( To the house of the District Judge)
Ghosts, like matter, only change forms it seems.
You are right about the house pic- I think some ghost stories are deliberately cultivated by realtors to buy them off at cheap prices!
Hahahahaha...... Vivek, you took down memory lane. I too experienced once when posted in Assam. With operation Bajrang in full swing and the ULFA cadres always on a run-away hide-outs. It was a DARK rainy night, during mid-night i heard a crackling sound, the half-sleep mode gave me a feeling of opening of the iron grill outside, it's ULFA today ---- was the only frightful feeling i got, which left me in splits, saw my innocent kids sleeping comfortably alongside their DARING mom. Again heard the sound, my heart beating faster and faster, the FEARLESS lady i supposed to feel myself was, just looked towards my children helplessly in the illumination of 15 watt night-lamp, suddenly Mohan flashed to my mind and his bidding me bye and saying "take care of yourself and children, i'll be back in a couple of days" gave me the guts and courage to get up.I peeped through the glass window --- and it was all DARK, rain made it still worse, and then came an inner-voice --- calm down, calm-down, and then i shouted with my full might -- who's there ? who's there ? Nobody replied, gathered my strength to save my children, I opened the door and switched on the Varanda light and saw the Boganvillia lying on the ground in full bloom, i was laughing my lungs out, so happy and relaxed came back to my children, gave a warm kiss on their cheeks and fell asleep FEARLESSLY in the DARK rainy night. Your articles are always a pleasure going through Vivek. Keep penning.
ReplyDeleteHail to thee Master Blaster, (not of the oshohay eleven fame)
ReplyDeleteQuiet, thou never wert !
You have evolved a unique style, blending holy and ghosts!Thoroughly, enjoyed the First section on the interesting play on illumination and darkness...The unholy spirits making nocturnal rounds almost always being re-presented in white remains intriguing to avid ghost lovers, though.
If you meet Chhuttu Bhaiya please ask him what made him ask a question of such "existential" nature, in the first place: "Kaun hai bey?" And readers will not forget the bouncer of this blog -- the scared comma elongated to an exclamation mark, for a long time!!
By the way, who is the friend spotting ghosts in National Library? Such liars should be prosecuted, without merci !
The sacred and the profane, holy and the ghosts, scared comma and the exclamation mark- all these are two sides of the same coin that is life i guess.
DeleteVery interesting observation about ghosts always being represented by white even though black is evil. I think such sparks of brilliance one stands a reasonable chance to have if one spends long hours in the National Library! We all have been using the idiom" white as a ghost". Not sure, could be the earliest image of ghost would have been of of the human skeleton with its phosphorescence, or could date back to the time when dead bodies were wrapped in a white shroud. There is yet another theory which I would subscribe to as it comes from none other than an alumnus of your school. This impression could have been embedded in your mind by watching stern caucasian nuns floating around the school in their white habits.
On Kaun Hai bey, I think it runs in the family. Just look at my cousin Deepa Di's comment where she shouts " Who is there" at an intruder who morphs into a bougainvillaea branch when thus confronted:)
Reminds me of the headless horseman we would fearfully await in the pre-PT, wee hours, in Dehra Dun. Our hostel window over-looked the road he chose to take every 5am. His still silhouette preceded by the filmy clip-clop of hooves and the loud creak of his tanga. Goose-flesh.
ReplyDeleteThe gang put a large branch across the road at night to see what would transpire the next morning. The tanga halted. A flat-top-turbaned head emerged from below the blanket.
It was the doodh-wala.
And the legend died.
Flog the blog bro. Enjoyable reads !
I don't know why, but I have always reckoned Dehra Dun must have been abounding in ghost stories- old British cantonment, spread out bungalows with large forested compounds, dim lights.
DeleteGreat going Vivek. You do have a penchant for writing. You shoud now pen a book
ReplyDeleteHahaha..good one sir..
ReplyDeleteI have spent my major part of childhood in my ancestral house in Patna. It was a double storeyed building... Had more space for the courtyards than the rooms. The toilet... Sorry washroom was at the other end of the house...we had to cross two courtyards. In summer had to bear the scorching rays of the sun, in rainy season face the rain and at night it was quite scary.... Behind the washroom was a bel ka ped....the bels looked like human skull. Moreover, as we stepped out in the courtyard.. .there was a staircase on the right which led to the chhat (terrace). If one looked at the top flight of the staircase... one could see a shadow which looked like a man's face....I would run to the washroom.. Not looking to my left or right...and while running it seemed somebody is running behind me...trying to catch me...quite horrifying it was!!!! Kunjan bhaiya and Pree Ta di.... remember this?
ReplyDeleteHahahaha,people are known to have been scared of , amongst other things, their own voice, shadow and reflection.
ReplyDeleteEnjoyed reading this one, Vivek! It is an ancient need to be told stories but the story needs a great storyteller which certainly you are. You have the ability to weave your real life experiences into a beautiful write up. I think readers will never forget Chhuttu bhaiya’s ‘Hum hi buddhu hain’.
ReplyDeleteWriting comments on phone results in above kind of unedited comments and gets published so many times.
ReplyDeleteI remember this story of Chhutu Bhaiya and Gulshan's alertness to put on the light and the narration brings back old memory. I think Deepa can also start a blog.
I really liked your comments that "Darkness is actually demonised not for what it is, but the fear of unknown it conceals and the impending threat it is the harbinger of."
This is so true in life. It is cause of all the conflicts. Enjoyed the blog,
Thank you Alok Bhaiya. Yes, Didi can surely spin out interesting yarns.
ReplyDeleteThis non optical darkness from life only we can remove from our lives because अहं ब्रह्म अस्मि) or "I am Brahman".
Vivek, you are a gifted storyteller. It is life’s most powerful and envied art. an idea that is communicated in a way that resonates with people has the power to change the world. You know we Humans are fundamentally hard-wired for stories—they’re how we record both the monumental events of life and the small, everyday moments. This piece reflects everyday moments with which each one of us can relate. The spooky moments, test of heroism, togetherness…. All have been weaved beautifully. This remineds me my own childhood when during summers in my Nana’s farm a story teller was engaged every night to tell us stories and all the cousins would sleep in the angan on charpoys under the stars. 3 of us clustered under one mosquito net on one khatiya. He often told us ghost stories but all his ghost were witches (women), or chudails whose feet had toes at the back and heels in front. some of the cousins would scream with fears at night and the story teller would get a good scolding as to why he was telling us spooky stories.
ReplyDeleteDarkness & light are strangely connected to ignorance and knowledge but to me sleeping in the Angan during summers under the stars was the most fascinating & fulfilling life experience. Perhaps it has taught me to be friends with darkness, as I always thought that darkness is unique as it brings the stars at night.
Do use this art creatively after your retirement, it is a powerful communication mode and picking up very fast around the world. Visit Storywallah.com and see what good work they are doing in India through storytelling.
Many thanks for such kind words.
DeleteWould like to hear your experience when you sleep alone in a huge aangan on an amavasya ki raat, with a wood apple or banyan tree towering in the corner.
Great narration, as usual. Your sublime art of storytelling is getting better day by day. You just dont decorate your writings with words like flowers. You actually present a fragrant bouquet. What lovely choice of words and phrases. From comma to exclamation mark...absolutely fantastic. But then, coming back to the last anecdote, our stay with Chuttu Bhaiya has been a series of mirthful anecdotes. Remember him scolding Bunty for shifting and squirming on the black Yezdi when acutally it was the punctured tyre which was making the motorcycle wobble? Or the tight slap the youngest sibling received for having used his shaving brush during the interregnum of his first and second shave. Carry on, carry on!!!
ReplyDeleteAbsolutely. The Yezdi event took place just before Court More:)And of course, not being used to seeing many clean shaven men in the family, the shaving ritual of the clean shaven Chhutu Bhaiya used to engage our interest. He was the only person we saw who would shave a second a second time just after the first- a bit like how the nais would do in the salon.
DeleteHow did I miss this quivering comma straightening up into a bouncing exclamation mark? Comedy in a horror story is spiritual humour at its finest.
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